Yes I was very scared and excited at the same time. I wasn't really scared of the pain, or going to South Africa being Dr.Birkholtz's first bilateral PRECICE 2 CLL patient since I knew that I was in good hands with an honest doctor. However it was the thoughts of device failure, non-union, deep infections, compartment syndrome and countless other serious complications relating to surgery were all in my mind, with the additional finances that would be needed to cover these complications. Along with knowing that patients under the most experienced doctors can encounter such complications. And trust me when I say this, the flight to SA when I left my country was one of the most traumatic flight that left me feeling numb for the entire flight, thinking whether I'd come back home with my leg(s) or even make it back home alive. This is my honest experience.