I do iphone reselling as a business at this age. I make 500 bucks profit every week. Thats almost 25k a year for me. I am shooting for 100k a year. But oh wait does this money make me happy? No. I can buy everything and do anything but is it more important then height? No. When you read my post did yiu understand how I really feel. Height is what matters to me the most. I would rather be 6’1 and reject 1 billion dollars. I like how you are handling this life comlared to other people and congrats. I really admire you for this. But some people are not the same. I cant accept it. I cant live with it. You train 5 days a week? I train also. I first started at 13. This is my 4th uear at 17 because remember I wanted to play football and I wanna get strong. I ended up benching 310 by the time my junior year ended. No I am not bull ting. Is my strength making me happy? No. If there was a drug that I could take that would cut my life expectancy for 20 years in return of 5 inches I would take it.
if u have the money, i have a solution for u. but the solution wont make u perfect and remember no1 is perfect. if ur decent looking in face(which u can improve) and have hair on top (which can be transplanted) then u can make urself an 8. u will 9/10 maybe once in a 100 people but 10 is just too rare. ok so here it is and considering ur situation this is ur last resort.
get 6-7 ll done on tibia and then about 7'ish done on femur. as ur 5'8 that will take u to somewhere around 6'2. and also in gradual steps and make sure to wear insoles during the gaining phase.
now ur main problem is already solved. but u will have to suffer in sports for sometime then if u trully struggle u can improve ur limits each day. soft tissue can always adapt with the work u put into it and diet.
improve ur posture go to gym so ur upperbody gets stretched out upwards (do spinal exercises to increase spine straightening) will make ur upper body longer, ul even gain upto an inch there and also use inversion therapy.
now build some muscles on ur chest, abs, neck and back so it protrudes from everything u wear. later on buildup ur quads.
now the problem left is smaller hands and arms, workout hard and bulk up ur arms and ur done. (u can lengthen them by 2-3cm too, both bones on each hand). if uve got a bigger face thts a plus. ur done
this wont turn u into superman, but its alrdy raising u above drastically to highest percentiles. ofcourse ul hav to make some sacrfices in sports for sometime, but it can be overcome too.
imo suicide is just easiest thing to do, but not worth it when u have a chance to achieving so much.