Hi all
I had another appointment with the doctor. The procurvatum tibia deformity is only slightly better. It appears that the calf muscles are too big and push the tibia anteriorly, so we cannot procede with the correction until the calf muscles will be more relaxed. So the dr, told me to stop turning completely with the fixator (i was only turning the posterior rods to fix the misalignment since december 28). At least for 1 month, so until the next appointment, to give time to the muscles to relax so the the tibia will be slightly pushed posteriorly as well, than the next time we’ll do some “mini adjusments” for the “final correction”. This had me a bit worried, because i fear premature consolidation during this month.
I feel that my knee is slightly better since i stopped turning, but my feet are still bad. I have equinovarus feet, so they’re bot equinous and varus. I put all my weight on the point of my feet (equinous) and on the external border (varus).
The equinous, or ballerina as it’s called on this forum, is what really prevents me from walking. My heels do not touch the ground and the points of my feet hurts. I cannot remove my hans from the walker or I fall. I cannot even move the walker forward (no wheel) because of this. So I basically let someone pull the walker and I do 3-4 steps before feeling really tired on my upper body and in need to sit down to rest a bit, than other 3-4 steps.
Also i cannot stand straight, otherwise I tend to fall.
I’m feeling the worst since the surgery because I can’t walk like this, and if I can’t walk I cannot properly stretch the achille tendon.
I think my heels are 3-4 cm above the ground.
the doctor said this (equinous and varus) will go away with time and not to worry about. He also said I can use lifts to walk, but still have not tried. I fear lifts prevent me to fight ballerina?
I really hope the doctors are right and are not just trying to keep me calm. I will follow instructions and hope for the best.