Yesterday, I had an emergency visit to Dr Lee. I had an allergic reaction to the surgical glue that was used to close my incision sites. Lots of red bumps and blisters started spreading out from the incisions, it was extremely itchy. This all happened duing the weekends, and there was no pharmacy that's open. I swear if I had to wait for one more day, I would have scratched my skin bloody! Dr Lee said it's Contact Dermatitis. He prescribed me oral Antihistamin and hydrocortisone lotion. It has only been two days, the itchiness is already much better, and the rash seems a bit drier.
The second unfortunate thing: contrast to ballerina foot, my right foot is stuck in the 90 degree position, and unable to relax anymore. I have been reading all the horror stories on dairies about ballerina foot. Sweden being as determined and strong as he is, was struggling and got depressed for more than a year from ballerina foot. Everybody is stressing on the importance of wearing the foot holding shoes 24/7 to prevent ballerina foot. Of course, my eyes lit up when Dr Lee handed me a pair of those right after my surgery, and naturally I followed his instruction to the millimeter. I might be behind in everything else, but I was sure proud of my ability to wear those shoes. I was wearing them to sleep, to the bathroom, to do excercises... these shoes became a part of my disabled body. Until one day, I realized I can no longer take one of them off. As soon as I took the shoe off, this tendon close to my big toe starts to get extremely painful. I can no longer relax my foot, let along bend it the other way. The only position that doesn't hurt is when it's 90 degree from my tebia. When I explained this to Dr Lee, and begged for a shot of steroids, Dr Lee explained that my tendon is not inflamed, therefore the steroids won't help. Basically if one doesn't wear foot holding shoes, they will get ballerina foot, however, people like me that wear them all the time, our tendon will sometimes reset itself to the positions of the shoes, therefore can no longer go without it. He assured me it will resolve by itself later. I don't know how it will, but I am sure in a lot of pain right now, and am very worried for my LL future.