Hey, if you check my post history, you can be informed that I had a gf before who was intimidated by my attempts to commit suicide arisen from her breaking up with me in uninterests in me and my actual behaviour that I broke into her home to leak our falling in love, leading to her finally being obliged to dissociate with me by her grandparents, if to make long story as short as I can.
I wanna add, on 3rd, August in 2020, the exact day when I knew that she attempted to partake in a comic competition while she needed a tablet or similar plates to draw the comics on so I gave my laptop to her for her competition. And we were determined to meet with each other in a hotel at the outskirts of the city that I am living in.
And here comes the beginning of whole story:
I arrived at the hotel at first and during waiting for her for nearly half an hour, I was intrigued by a very elegant and easing piano music played in the hotel and gradually I got overwhelmed into it and finally became a big fan of it but I didn't make move promptly to use 'search music by music' to get the name of it so not long after I heard it I gave up seeking for this music's name.
But to my surprise, I happened to have found this music on a music app JUST NOW! BTW, also what's sarcastic, its name is just <I miss you>, played by a Chinese in Korea named DayDream. Either way, if you are interested, give it a try and it is very awesome.
Arisen by its name, I was for one more time retrospecting my bittersweet experiences about us. Yeah everytime I recalled the scenario that she dumped me I nearly cried out into tears... with this music, I think this music is just describing my feelings about her LOL. But yeah, in my post about seeking for remedies of making up with her, one guy put it right:I am trying to 'possess' her, not really love her. And by myself step and step I have realized it was all my fault and I was just 'obsessed' with her emotionally which was not a good move. I think it's time I shed the nostalgia about her everything off myself.
I think at least this time I am talking about a topic totally irrelevant to LL right? This kind of posts totally stick to the rules of Off Topic.