Thx for your sympathy man! But I still wanna know how you are planning to make enough money for LL since there has been not much time in your life to contrive to do LL if you don't mind me to ask that?
But eitherway I have already made up my mind to sacrifice my new house for LL cuz I think it deserves and probably not very short ppl can understand what I am thinking.
Not long time ago I saw 2 guys scolding patients who sold their houses for doing LL so initially I was kinda intimidated to reveal my true thoughts about LL but to my satisfaction I achieved no criticisms.
I have allmost the money for tibias externals which luckily is my chosen method there since a while.
I still don't have a clue about money for nails in femurs. Maybe I can get a good job as I once had with the confidence boost of tibias, after so many years for example of looking for eye contact with people in counters, that will be much better, together with other tricks already.
Only solution in this very moment would be to sell the house but I want to avoid that at all costs, it may bring me as many problems in the future as height neurosis, maybe (neurosis and homeless, imagine...) today I can still find some confort in my own space, the house is really fully paid, mine). As I want to feel my body is really ready for another surgery before doing femurs, I have time to worry about (altough limited by age). I try to think "one thing at a time". And try to avoid panic and depression. All my energy must now be absolutely focused on one thing: tibias externals: MONEY still lacking, surgeon, previous evaluation, physiotherapy plan, accomodation, resistence to stress, install a bike at home, supplements, "study" request for GH, etc...it's enough already and I would be so happy with the first 7 cm (those in tibias) altough so dificult to achieve and obliging to very intensive Achiles recovery.