Hello folks,
Almost a year passed from the first surgery. I still have only old X-Rays (from the February). Every week I think: "this week I’ll really go into hospital to do new x-rays", but every week I am too lazy.
How I am in general? More or less very good.
From the good things: I have no ballerina, my normal walking gait has returned, my feet pain has disappeared, I can walk pretty fast and long distances (maybe around 10 km now), even after sitting for a few hours there is no problem to walk immediately, I can even go to the club and dance, haha.
From the bad things: I can run very slowly, in the mornings my legs are still stiff for a few minutes, I can jump very little (actually I afraid to try more). The main bad thing: despite normal walking, my legs are weak as hell comparing with the normal legs. I tried to do leg press in a gym with 40 kg (which is a pathetic weight), so I was able to do 10 reps but with an effort. Another example: I was standing and kissing a girl and I lean a little bit towards her (I put my weight in front of the legs). And she said: "relax, your legs are shacking", lol
Of course my legs were shacking because of the muscle weakness.
Was it worth it? Without any doubts YES. I am living my best life. Yes, I sacrificed my athletic abilities, but I don’t care. I am not a professional athlete. Maybe one day my legs strength will return but even if no, then all good.
BUT. I have to warn all of you who plan to do that. Only now I’ve started to understand how fuc*ing complex it is. And how lucky I am. Maybe not the luckiest one but far better than the unluckiest one. I’ve seen one guy dead. I’ve seen one person almost crippled (non-union) (if you are reading this I really hope you will heal, just don’t lose the hope, stay strong). I’ve seen so much pain from myself and the others. Yes, I didn’t understand before how complex it is and what a lottery I am trying to play. And maybe that’s good because otherwise I wouldn’t have been brave enough to go through all this. I’ve won my lottery but there is also a pretty big change of losing it, even with a skilful and experienced surgeon (I am not even talking about the butchers from the third world countries). Sometimes your body just acts how it wants and no science can explain that.
The highest: I’ve added 6,1 cm. Now I am around 177 cm.
Regards
P. S. Sorry, I still haven’t made my walking video. I’ll try to do that until the end of the summer.