I've finally become happy after years.
I'm 18 years old, have been in the same range of height since 15 years old. I've always wondered why my growth stopped so early, and whenever people said "stress" I was like "No , it can't be that effective."
I've also been lurking in this forum since 2019. I'm pretty good at LL, knowledge wise. The possible outcomes, possible diseases that might occur, seen tons of videos, read tons of diaries.
Talking about "stress", I've had a seriously toxic relationship when i was 14, we had dated for 3 years and we've broken up when I was 17.
She caused an extreme level of depression for me, I've wanted to suicide every single day, I was at a point where any human could possibly be at the WORST mental situation caused by a relationship.
I've always been 170 centimeters, 15, 16, 17. My growth had stopped for three god damn years. As you all know, obsession with numbers when it comes to the height is serious, I always measured myself like 20 times a day.
So I'm pretty sure I was 170cm in the afternoon.
But now, after a year since we've broken up, my mental health became amazingly good and zero stress at all. So I even stopped caring about my height for some time, nor have I ever measured myself. Until yesterday..
An LL video popped up on my youtube feed and It brought my memories back. I decided to measure myself. Then...
I've realised I'm 172 cm at night now. Not in the morning, 172cm at NIGHT! I measured myself again and again.
I literally cried, not loudly of course. I just felt like I've found the god or something, lmao. As you all can relate, even 2 centimeter feels like 2 meters.
The questions I want to ask:
1- Is it actually possible to have a stunted growth for some amount of time? Afterwards, you, again get to grow?
Because I've always felt like when you don't get to grow for like a year, it means your genetics are done and you couldn't grow 1 more mm. I'm surprised of my situation.
2- Maybe I'm still growing, what can i do to maximize it?
The bestest of my regards.