Day 61: As I come closer to achieving my target, I can feel the dysphoria leaving my mind already. I was told that height alone can't bring success in life (there are taller people who are not successful) but yes, if you can use it smartly in a combination with your other skills it can certainly add on to your strength and improve the outcome of your life. Its been a while, height is not something that I care about anymore but yeah there is definitely some excitement about going out and living a new life but I know there is still a lot of time left before I can do that all perfectly.
A quick update about the condition as promised - legs are normal as per Harry, pain is there but on and off mainly due to the pin tearing. I don't have any ballerina yet but some tightness definitely, especially in the right foot. Overall, I have become a lot weaker, I can feel weight loss, I can see my collar bones popping out, my thighs have lost too much muscle and hanging loose. According to Harry, this will get better as I start walking and the muscles will recover and regain tightness. I am still lengthening at 0.75mm per day, pulling each turn at about 8 hour interval. I believe this is good as it gives enough time for the soft tissues to heal, relax and stretch before the next turn.
As mentioned earlier, I have started doing my office work which was an issue before, it takes my mind off the discomfort and other things, however the bad posture has started giving me back pain, especially around the upper hip area. This is due to continuously sitting in one posture for long hours.
My PT is progressing well, I have limited my walking to once or twice a week in order to avoid pressure on the pins but I do make sure to stand on a daily basis. I hope to see things get better in the near term.
Another thing - Hotel staff has gone very lazy and keeps you waiting for small tasks, may be its due to the rising corona cases and lockdowns that they have cut down there staff. Not liking food for sometime now. This is all for now can't think of anything else to put down. Until my next post, have a good time and take care. Peace.