Okay so I know this will sound a bit odd but hypochondria is part of my mental illness. I am very dedicated to do LL but have some struggles with certain doubts. Two of which I‘d like to address in this post.
First thing is, me who never had anesthesia in my life is kinda scared. I am honestly mostly afraid of it, especially the respiratory ventilation. I know this will be under general anesthesia but the thought of ET scares me a LOT. So my question to anyone who did it is, how were you put on ventilation? Did you get ET (endotracheal tube) or just the LMA (larynx mask). I know there is like a million surgeries but I can‘t stand the thought of the tube being shrugged down your throat and maybe complications like necrosis or teeth problems occur
. Also, how was falling unconscious and waking up for you? I imagine this like dying to a drug overdosage. Then waking up damaged.. Not a nice thought.
Other thing I am bit worried about is radiation exposure. Since you have to xray the body quite often I am wondering if you actually surpass the threshold where there is no statistical coherence between radiation and cancer, I think it‘s 100mS/year at most for radiation workers? anyways, has someone actually done the math? Would suck to do such a long term surgery then get a malignoma like 2 decades later.. I also know effective radiation damage depends on the area where it actually hits the body, legs shouldn‘t have the highest mitosis activity like other organs but I don‘t know how exactly it works when you get the osteotomy... I mean I kinda doubt there is osteoneogenesis since bone material isn‘t formed by chondrocytes like when you are naturally growing taller right? If it is however there would be more cell division and thus higher risk of tumor development. I am not an expert but would love to read some science and calculations behind this. Also have to take into account I need to fly across the Atlantic for the surgery so I‘ll get a little bit of extra radiation via that
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I hope someone here who might have a little bit more medical knowledge than me answer some questions. Thank you.