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[metra]

Hi, I'm an arabic guy born in Spain, I will be 20 years old in September, I got rage issues and I have been all my life mostly stressed and always went to the opposite way that I should so what I am trying now basically is fixing myself. I always got issues home and in school, my culture at home was too different from what I learnt in school and I always felt different and got bullied when i was kid. I feel I stunted my growth, i've been checking hypothyroidism symptoms and I suffered them all when I was teen. Now I am 19 with a height of 5'11 or 180 cm, my dad is really short but because of malnutrition, my stepbrother son of my dad is 206 cm, my grandad was over 2 meters too and I feel I could have been really tall too if I did not pass hormonal troubles. Hypothyroidism makes you insomnia either and I average slept 5 hours in all my life for sure, I smoked tobacco too since 12, i feel terrified with my past and I just want to forget everything, I feel that by doing this surgery I could give myself a new chance of being who I am. I dont want to do more mistakes with my health, I want to make sure this surgery will not ruin my life later if i go for a cheap one, I dont mind saving up money 5 years to do it, it's just my dream i want to born again. I would like to get some experience from people in this forum so I can drive myself a bit on how much money should i save up for a safe surgery and nice results. I want to go for 8 cm or 10 if its not too risky. What is the most equilibrated (money-risks) way to do the surgery? I thought about italy since its recommended and near to spain. I just want some advice, do i have to pass all the year out of Spain?

Extra info: I have been always the tallest in my class, but later everyone growed a lot and I did not, in 6 days I'll make an x-ray to see if growth plates fused, maybe due hormonal probs i could have a growth spurt?

[PAGrb490]

When did you quit smoking (I assume you did)?

[metra]

Until this day I keep smoking, less than before but still I keep smoking industrial cigs, average 5-8 x day

[PAGrb490]

They did a study. They concluded that smoking teenagers (boys) only an inch shorter as young adults  than non-smokers.

Do you smoke weed? That stunted growth of the teenagers a lot more than cigarettes, according to the studies.

I am not sure why you need to be taller than you currently are. It is pointless to do it for women, cause after 178 no woman really care how tall you are (I am a female, so o know what I am talking about). Other factors will be  a lot more important with women, just trust me. It’s called a law of diminishing returns. After a certain height threshold is reached, an inch two or three is not going to make any difference. It’s more about money, social status, personality and overall sxxual appeal (how muscular you are , facial structure etc) at this point. You are focusing on a wrong thing.

[metra]

This is me and my girlfriend -  https://imgur.com/a/Rz3Wkus

She knows and accepted me doing it, I actually do not do it for looks, I do it because I destroyed my growth and everytime I think about it I feel dying, I know with time it won't be that terrorific for me but still I can't be myself and that will always chase me. I am not insecure of myself, I just want to forget about my past and this would help me a lot.

[PAGrb490]

Why do you think you stunted your growth? You are taller than your father by a lot.

I am shorter than both my parents,  for example.

[metra]

My health has been always so bad, it's more than obvious for me that I did it, sleep deprivation (less growth hormone), smoking (cortisol), being fat (high estrogen, low testosterone), hypothyroidism (all hormones), bad nutrition, and not much sun received (vitamin D, testosterone)