sorry to hear you are 157, well anyway can you really afford 2xLL with this doctor, because that is a huge amount of cash for sure.
Thanks. It's nice to get opinions from like minded people who get where I'm coming from. Even my friends who I've known a long time who have always been fat always tell me not to think about it, it's not a problem, you should just be more confident, etc...
I'm a man, so yeah it's been rough. I'll avoid the cliche's of social awkwardness, no attention from females, doubting your self-worth, no one understands the pain, etc... We've all heard it before. To answer your question though, no I don't have nearly the funds for this sorta thing. I have about 12 grand saved up in a savings account (not counting credit line and my bank account since that money gets spent regularly) but that would go to plenty of other things before this procedure (house, car, or even a vacation at the very least lol).
I sometimes think if I had ate and slept better as a kid I *might've* been a few inches taller, but again at this height it really doesn't make a difference. I'm taller than my parents and most of my family (Yeah, we're a bunch of little runts, lol). I just try to look at life's checks and balances. My brother got lucky and made it to 5-6.5 (66.5 inches) but he's been struggling with his weight since he's a little kid, whereas I've never been overweight in my life once, regardless of how much junk food/candy I ever ate or still indulge in from time to time. I'm 31 btw.
Oh, and I just checked google's centimeters to inches converter, I'm actually somewhere between 158-159 centimeters lol.