Hi Everyone,
12th day post surgery: It's getting better every day. Whenever I don't want to deal with the pain, I take 2 pills Norco but I'm afraid I might run out. I was prescribed and filled 80 pills but I'm down to only 16 now. I just emailed Dr. M's assistant to ask for more. I don't know if he's going to prescribe me more. If he doesn't, I'll be screwed. I think it's healing at the incision sites so it's really itchy and I can't stop scratching. I put on some cream and it helps for a couple of hours. I'll be getting my stitches out tomorrow.
I've been doing PT exercises prescribed by the intake PT person on my own. I will be officially working with my PT today at 11:00 am. I relayed to the intake PT person about my condition and asked that she send someone who truly understands what I am going to. She said she would send someone good. She said she has never heard of, let alone worked with, someone with my condition. CLL is relatively a new concept. Let's see if my PT guy knows what's he's doing. I'll test him and if he fails, I'll get someone else. This is important so I leave no room for error.
I went to work yesterday for 3 hours. It wasn't too bad and I forgot about the pain the moment I started working. I only brought 1 Norco so when I started feeling tire, I had to call my sister. All I did at work yesterday was going through my mails, endorsing checks, and signing documents. Very easy work but I was still exhausted because the pain came back. I also had a staff meeting and everyone kept telling me how skinny I'm and that I needed to go home. Employees love it when the boss is not around so I will try to go to work whether or not I can do anything.
I've lost so much weight. I haven't weighed myself but it's possible that I lost between 15-20 lbs. I'm getting better thanks to my mom's fantastic cooking. I started working out on my upper body again now. I'll consult with my PT on what I can or can't do. I feel a little more ready for my bilateral femurs procedure day after day. Hopefully, I can be both physically and mentally ready soon. I'm still lengthening 3x a day at .25 mm each time. I don't know if the machine is working properly or not. The Tib/Fib procedure involves breaking 4 bones, not just 2, so it's more complicated. I have read diaries from other LL where the fibula bone consolidate faster than the tibia bone. I'm not getting my x-ray until March 1 so I'm worried every day. I think this is typical for other LLs as well. I'll update everyone with anything new.
Android,
Thank you for the best wishes and you're correct that no one can cook like mom. You need to pursue your dream. We only have one life to live so live it. When you did you have your CLL done or have you had it yet? What doctor did you have your CLL with? While money is important, it's not the only factor when it comes to CLL. Many CLL focuses so much on the costs. Just give yourself time and save up a lot of money. For me, it was finding the right time to do it because of my work schedule and other life matters. Good luck and let me know if you have any questions.
LAGrowin,
I don't like bothering anyone but sometime when they offer and you really need, you just have to take it. This is an important procedure so I leave no room for error. Currently, I'm lengthening 3 times a day and .75 mm each time. Today is my 5th day of lengthening. I haven't noticed anything so I don't know if it's working properly. I think this is the one concern that many LLs have and hopefully there will be some way to tell whether or not the person is lengthening properly in the future even before taking the first x-ray. How's everything with you? Are you feeling any pain still? Are you back to work?