I think you're being too hard on yourself, 5'10 - 5'11, it's a great size for a woman, you're just tall for a woman, 5'10 that's the minimum height for catwalk models,
I went out and dated many tall girls, and I prefer tall women hahah.
I think tall women are the wonder of nature, I dated a 6-foot girl and I told her to wear high heels, she looked wonderful, a beautiful Amazon.
you should not worry about it I know girls 6'3 - 6'4 who play volleyball, basketball, soccerl the problem is you have 4'5 - 4'6 feet would be a real problem for you, be happy look for a tall boyfriend He will surely love you and your height.
Look, this beautiful couple.
bravissimodasha and Anton Ryskin
she has 6'3 (1.91m) he's 6'2 (1.88m)
https://imgur.com/gallery/QlUjW4Q