Even if I wanted to do it, I couldn't because I don't have the money. I'll continue making money and if I don't do it I will just use my savings to buy a BMW and luxury house.
If I don't do LL, I'll settle for becoming 50% Tom Cruise and 50% 5'6" mini Mike Tyson. But I know that my height is disgusting.
Isn't it sad to realize that if only my legs bones were 5cm/2" longer, my life would have been completely different? Sometimes it's strange to think that height isn't changeable (except by LL), you can change face, body, financial condition, status, etc but you can't change height. The more I think about it the more weird it is.
I still think LL is not worth it though, $200 I will have to prepare for Paley for one segment 5 cm, with the possible dangers and complications, not to mention the pain involved. And the most importantly, I will lose my athletic mobility permanently.
It's not only my parents' fault, but my fault. I chose to believe them and failed to realize the importance of height and how fked up I was when I wasn't growing much.