I know this is a little irrelevant to my LL experience but in a way it has to do with my life post LL lol
So im feeling like s**t today!!! all sentimental and s**t!!!!!! f**k!!! so for the last 2 weeks i have been with 3 girls and I feel like s**t!! i miss my ex girlfriend so f**king much!! i think been with other girls without a real connection make things worse for me, i thought i would feel better, well i did while i was doing it but afterwards it was terrible, because it was nothing compared to what I had with my ex!! our relationship was so amazing such a strong connection, just great!! So i feel like crying today!! im heart broken, tomorrow will be another day a and a better one I hope. My legs still stiff and the mornings aare rough when standing up. I dont even have real desire to talk to any girl at all, but then again I think im just letting my self down because it is easier, next week i will make a big effort to keep my mind busy. Sometimes i dont know what is worst, having no girls at all or having girl problem such mine, heart broken and s**t,,, well i have been in both sides and i just dont know. when i have no girls, then at nights i would just masturbate and think about my ex and feel like a completely loser!! but then having meaningless sex is awful afterwards cuz you feel like u will never find such amazing connection as you did with that girl!! so both are bad! on the positive side, im glad that i have such problem and it could be a lot worst