Hello all ,
i am following every letter typed in the forum since approx 1 year , my age 26 and 168 height , also god gave me some other crapty issues like little small width , gynecomastia and pretty big nose , i was depressed for years asking myself all the time what god or genes or luck would lose if they gave me average normal body like others , this would save a lot of mental and communications issues and money for me!!! however i did not give up , i decided to take the advantage of any available technique to help me
i know this is not related to the forum but i wanted to to talk about all my insecurities
2 years ago i did rhinoplasty and i had satisfying result gave me more self esteem and confidence , also i did surgery for removal of tissue under my chest and i am not so satisfied 100% for results however it is more better than before , after that i turned into height problem
I am daily searching for any technique or chemical or studies talking about this issue , stem cells , hormones , inverntional techniques , and now i am pretty sure that science is still very far away from any applicable results , so i started thinking strongly about LL however i noticed that there are a lot of complications after LL but i will not live my life like that.
I used to wear 7 cm handmade pads inside my "only big" shoes , i used to hide pains and difficulties in walking and pretending that i only have problems in my leg because of football , even when dating with girls i do not remember that i took off my shoes except when going to bed , and i pretended a lot that i have phobia from water and sea to not be in the situation that i must took off clothes and shoes and take swim
So it is my only choice now to do LL however i am not rich for that , but i am planning to save money over 1 or 2 years then perform it , however til now i don't now how can i stay for 1 year recovering and do not have job to cover expenses.
I had a lot of questions but i will start with some of
- I know that there is no 100% recovery from LL but the talks about arthritis and permanent knee pain , does this is must , do everyone perform LL had these complications? and how can they live with it?
- I am planning not to tell any friend or family about it , is it possible to recover alone or to find 24/7 care taker?
- Can i start insane leg workout to strength my leg muscles before the surgery , is it helpful in recovery?
- I am planning to just try Growth hormone or IGF may be if not adding height they will help me to get more density in my bones , any advice?
I am sorry for prolong and for my bad English and i am grateful for anyone who write his diaries and give others hope