I'm still overall happy with my choice to go with Dr. Guichet. But I agree, he is sometimes very hard to get in touch with, and if you're not one of his "current top priority/brand new patients," (and I'm very surprised to hear that you're having to wait, given your problems, you should be a top priority), you will often wait to hear from him. I think he's a brilliant man and a great surgeon, but sorta scatterbrain-ish. Oftentimes, very brilliant people are.
However, I will say...if Dr. Paley or Dr. Rozbruch offered a weight bearing solution where I could have been on crutches throughout the entire lengthening process, I would have gone with one of them (only because I'm from the USA). Dr. Rozbruch removed one of the screws from my femurs, and I have to say, he's very responsive and very easy to work with. Hoping he can help me with my knee pain (Dr. Guichet wants me to go to Milan to see him, but it's not exactly a hop skip and a jump, plus the cost - so I dunno).
I feel your pain. LL really does take forever. If I can resolve my knee pain, I may just leave the nails in. Now that the left screw was taken out, I have no pain at all on the left side, just the right knee pain (which I'm hoping to resolve).
I just came to the realization after spending the entire day crying that when you're lengthening, at least for myself, I'm really alone in this. Guichet ignores me because as you rightly say, because I'm not a brand new patient with monetary promise, but rather a hideous cripple he would rather not have limping in the same waiting room as his potential patients.
I found out yesterday thanks to someone on this forum, who was sitting outside Guichet's office waiting for a consultation in London, that Guichet is back and seeing patients. I dialed Guichet. Caught, he picked up and cheerily said, yes yes, we'll see each other soon, don't worry and I'll talk to you later. So he has had time to be in London, accept appointments to see new potential patients but preferred to ignore me. He texted me today saying I'll inform you asap when I have news, only after I rang his office since he has not followed up from his brush off yesterday.
So Yellowspike, you're right! The monsters like myself are to be swept under the rug. I've lost hope in this last 1 month since he cancelled my surgery. I've lost respect for him as a doctor and a fellow human being. As brilliant a surgeon as people claim him to be, he still created the eggshell fracture during my 1st surgery under x circumstances. And then, not having the decency to prioritize the complicated cases before the shiny £55k new patients and extorting as much financially and emotionally from my vulnerable situation.
I know I have to dig deep and find more strength to get myself fixed with Guichet or without, but I do advise you potential LLers out there, do prepare for the worst, please. Because when that happens, you'll quickly see, even your classmates distance themselves from you, and some will even throw you under the bus to curry a little favour with the doc (his patients are beholden to him because he delays refunding patients their surgery deposits - so patients do sell each other out to finnagle that deposit back from him). Now I understand the paranoia with this forum. And yes, there are worst things not being mentioned here due to blackmails and threats and yes too, that classmates lost jobs and suffered real consequences. Please ask yourself if this is worth the good things you've got going in your life?
It's all great and good with all the success stories, but do investigate far and deep into the skill, integrity and reliability when things go wrong. And I know now, with this surgery, the risk is very high and when crap hits the fan, the price to pay is exponential on all levels. Don't just gloss over all the easy experiences, spend time analyzing the disappointing ones too. Ask yourself, what would you do if you got the short end of the stick?
I'm not worried about repairing my legs but I'll be forever scarred by the endless deceit and how I've been treated. It's funny that for all the suffering I wrote at the beginning of this journal, my brains do block out the excruciating pain (unless I smell something that reminds me of the hospital, medication or chemical urine). But, the real damage my brains cannot block nor process, runs spiritually deeper.
I've lost so much hope and trust in people, that even if I get taller one day and am walking perfectly again... the irony is, my strive to be beautiful outside, has made me become an uglier person inside.
When my bones got broken, a part of me broke too and that I'm afraid, I do not know how to heal from.