If you want a (hot) woman with great genes to love you, just type in google " Marriage agency Kiev / Odessa / Moscow and they will find you many girls. You go there, talk with them and I am sure you will find one that you can feel she will love you. Take her to your country (Sweden ?), marry her, treat her with dignity and respect and she will love you with all her heart.
You have no idea the things that I have been seeing here in Western Europe (Germany for example) but also Holland and Switzerland, you see tall, muscled, literally gorgeous, potentially also successful guys, being yelled at on the street by miserable ugly fatties that in Eastern Europe would only be cooking in a public restaurant. In Western Europe it is jut ridiculous how indescribably grotesque women get treated as celebrities just because they are female and just because they have vaginas.
With all the competition they get now from Eastern Europe, Asia and Latin America they begin to change their attitude but it is still a long way to go.