D+35
One week ago I had my first bone scan, I went to barcelona to take in the hospital, I wanted to see to Dr Monegal. I took the bone scan with another bilateral patient, a guy very funny, after we visited other patient that he has just got the surgery. He remember me one month ago.
Dr Monegal told me that I have to put my leg straigh, because I didn´t get it. One of the most important thing of Dr Monegal is the take care with thier patients. He is very close to you.
After the lunch I visited other patients (like Musicmaker and Glenn) I am very glad to meet Glenn for me is a "guru" and a pionner, his diary helps me a lot of time and I have readen several times. It is a good thing when you can speak with other patients about de LL, fears, expectations, pain. After of that we went outside to take a coffee.
When I came back at home I started to focus in straight my leg, because I need the legs fully straight when I will finish the lenghtening in order to start to walk wiht my left leg. now just one week after the Monegal advice, my legs in fully straight again.
I am lengthening to 0,81 a few days I tried to reach 1,08 but It was very hard at night and my body reject the tension.
Just hit 2,8 cm today, so now i have about 4 weeks left of lengthening. My goal is 5 cm, I wil follow the advise of sweeden, crimsontide, I prefer a fast and total recovery. At the begininng I thought that the most import stage was lengthening, but This is a complex surgery and the bone consolidation is very important.
I must admit that this journey has been easier than expected in terms of the physical aspect, but the mental aspect is hard, mainly at night, I have been unable to get a good nights sleep, i might get 2 or 3 hours of uninterrupted sleep but after that i always get some discomfort and have to move a little and it takes a while for it to go away, and some minor pain and stiffness also keeps you awake. When you get out the bed I try to thinks that it is not so bad, but you are add a lot of bad nights.
I do a normal life with crutches, I can not imagine the mental hardness of the people who do both legs. you have all my admiration
I find every night my own devils.
The level of pain is like discomfort during the day.