Good morning to everybody.
To start I'm from a country in South America, I was always the youngest in class or one of the youngest ones (even some relatives called me dwarf of affection). When I enter eighth grade (in my country there are up to eleven grades) I was the youngest in the class, but I did not worry and my peers did not like that, which I regret to this day. Finally when I was 13 years old I tried the drugs (more specifically methylene chloride) and then smoked marijuana a few times, when I was 14 to 15 years old I had a big stretch that took me to 166 or 167, I have just turned 21 and my height when I get out of bed is 171 cm, in the afternoon it is 170 cm and my lowest point varies between 168.5 and 169 cm. I think that drugs and sometimes lack of sleep affected my strong mood that I had because it was really very low, I do not know what you think.
I will give you some below to better understand my situation:
- Height of my father 171 cm
-Height of my amdre 166 cm
-My hands are about 17 or 18 cm (very small)
-My feet stopped growing as at 14 years old and I am about 25.5cm long bone size 8 US.
I think I should have reached at least 175cm if it was not for the drugs and my bad sleeping habits, apart from the fact that I am ectomorphic and had the habit of eating very little. I am very angry with myself for everything and also a little with my parents for not having worried, the good thing was that I always sunbathed and played football or other sports, then it could have been worse.
When I left school (at age 16) I started to go to the gym and heared many heavy weights, I think this affected the growth of my torso although I'm not sure, since I actually used enough weight.
I'm quite depressed, my girlfriend wants me to tell her what's wrong but I'm afraid to tell her, although we have a lot of confidence, I have an excellent body very similar to my father's) my crotch is 80 cm so my torso is very small , I have been doing yoga to stretch the column and I do not know if it has had an effect, I have also taken hgh but I stopped doing it for fear of preventing the natural production of this. I do not know if to tell my girlfriend to support me in this situation, the boys of my country are getting taller and I seem very low in comparison to them, I think to work very hard and save money to do it, let me know your opinions please
