Hope you like the title
I've decided to make this diary to glean information from others as I go through my journey, and hopefully help guide you to one day starting
your very own diary! This is an area for me to deposit my thoughts and see myself progress, and I completely encourage you to do the same if you haven't already. Who cares if you don't have a doctor or date planned yet or even any money, your
story of why you're doing LL is important too. We all want to hear what each other has to say.
Who are you?I'm BilateralDamage, but call me BD. I'm from the US, 21 years old, weighing 140 lbs and my height is 167 cm. I have a wingspan of 176 cm, a sitting height of 86 cm and a very athletic fit body (but I haven't tried doing any backflips yet- looking at you Sweden
). I used to think I was doomed to be a short man for the rest of my longevity on this earth and fell into a heavy depression. I've had people call me names without provoking them, my so-called "friends" make me feel less of a human being because of my height, people not take me seriously in business, social, fitness, family life, and eventually outcasted from social circles because of my attitude in life after my depression. But would you know it, as soon as I found out that LL existed, I had a slight skip in my step the very next day. I'm becoming friendlier and happier and a lot more people started accepting me into their social circles.
I remember seeing the movie Gattaca and hearing rumors that the lengthening Jude Law's character did in the movie was actually physically possible, but only for very short amounts, and I never bothered to read up on LL after that point. I also thought something like that looked disturbing and never imagined myself even considering it. My girlfriend stumbled across the documentary Apotheosis had with 20/20 and she showed it to me in a joking manner, not realizing how seriously I would take it. Thanks for something Apo/SysOp!
Who is my doctor?I haven't fully decided that yet. I am very strongly leaning towards
Doctor Birkholtz (South African doctor who I have not seen any diaries for yet!) I discuss why in the video I'm embedding below. I'm not that great of a podcaster/speaker yet (I think this video is boring) but I promise to get to leechlet's level soon.
Just need more practice, it feels weird talking to myself. I also have a great camera and will take some neat footage wherever I end up doing LL.
If you don't care to watch the video, I'll break down why I'm leaning towards Dr. Birkholtz into 3 bullet points.
- Pricing
- Honesty and Character
- Knowledge
The three things that really separate most surgeries, huh?
Dr. Birkholtz offers PRECICE lengthening at a cheaper rate than most doctors I've seen. Most of the prices I've witnessed so far are considerably higher than his 54,000 USD cost for surgery, hospital stay, accommodation for 4 weeks, physio, food, etc. On top of pricing, as I go into in the video, Dr. Birkholtz is an incredibly upfront and honest man and he has my full confidence that I'd be in good hands. You don't have to look far to see this, in his thread on this forums, he posted even
discouraging some people from doing CLL. It's not a safe procedure and any doctor encouraging it is most likely a greedy hack. In regards to knowledge, the man teaches doctors from around the world at a prestigious hospital in South Africa on LL. If you just take a glance at
http://www.limblengtheningforum.com/index.php?topic=137.0 where he answers many of our questions, you can tell he really knows what he's talking about.
He is not my final choice, and I still want
as much input as possible from everyone to help me ultimately decide who I want to do my internal femoral lengthening with. I chose the PRECICE because it seems to have faired better than other nails, I can afford to be in a wheelchair for extended periods of time, I'm not interested in bending or breaking my nail, and I'm also not interested in paying upwards of 80K-100K out of my pocket for this surgery.
When will I do the surgery?May 2014, no matter what. I'm graduating and finishing my studies completely in May 2014, and will be heading straight into surgery to get this over with. I wanted to do this over my current winter break between last semester and next semester, but unfortunately, 1 1/2 months wasn't enough time!
What are you doing to prepare for your surgery?I admit, I need to do more research in this department. My honest opinion is that pre-OP doesn't matter much to the overall success of the surgery but I'm still going to do my research. I'm going to pick and choose through each diary what seems to work and what doesn't, and then collect it all in an excel spreadsheet in this next week so I have the entire next 5 months to adhere to some regimen.
How much will you lengthen?Max, 6.5 cm. I don't plan on exceeding this point, for healing, safety, and time purposes. I may do a second surgery on my tibiae for 6 cm of lengthening later down the road.
Second surgery?I want to be an of average height male in the U.S. so I'm planning on lengthening my tibiae after my femurs heal up. But who knows, maybe at that point I'll be so satisfied with my height that I won't need to do a second surgery. That's years down the road!
Closing remarks?Stay fresh.