Before returning to my fking uni,I wil spare my time in the least bit to elaborate who I am and how I am although I can foresee many craps will project onto me cuz of my self-introductions all of a sudden.
I was maturing in a middle-class family in Shanghai,moving from a Zhejiang village to Shanghai at 3,as well as my mother,were discriminated and even tormented cuz of our inferior origins compared to citizenships.And my mother was nearly starving when I was growing up in her womb and malnutritions were striking me and her,combining with bad intergenes inherited from my female grandparents,I was given to the birth with a very short and skinny stature and expertised as a premature baby by medical.
So for the reasons I illustrated above,I was and am very short from birth and childhood to adolescence then after the last spurt,my height ened up at the point 162cm barefoot self-measured and milltary medical measured with a big wooden scholastic triangle.I was closer and closer to a psychopath cuz of discriminations and mental distresses all along the youth.
This year I hit 20 and I think my future coming up will be more pathetic and if I haven't made up my mind instinctively,I'll fk up my future and this thought is haunting in my mind I can't discard it.
Once I grabbed a girl from online to offline after a sequence of chemicals for nearly 6 months and one day she dumped me not cuz of height but my extreme personalities and behaviours.I guess then if it weren't her making up with me in the future,no women will humectate as long as they look at my sissy stature and that's why I'm dying for LL and disconcerted.
