The hardest part of LL isn't even the pain of it. The pain is excruciating in the beginning, but really out of a 12 month or even longer recovery period, the hardest part is getting up every day with no motivation to even move, get out of bed, incredible crippling depression, and the feeling of hopelessness.
You don't think the benefits outweigh the problems, eh?
You clearly haven't been lying in bed feeling fckin broken and useless and wanting everything in your power to recover. I have. And holy crap I'm lucky enough to have passed this period where many guys are incredibly stuck. I did test, tren, and hgh throughout almost the entire period. And because of that I'm walking completely unaided, up and down stairs, sitting, standing, without any help.
Not saying your experience is full of crap, but anyone can say "I know one guy who did this stuff and died", please go and research the benefits of a MEDICATION USED FOR HEALING. If it killed more people than it helped, it'd be a street drug like heroin. These are prescription medications, that are just difficult to obtain because they're not well understood. Why do so many professional athletes get caught with steroids in baseball, american football, MMA, etc. The evidence is there. Have all these guys who have been legitimately caught from drug testing died from cancer or not known the risks? Before you spout out some bs about the benefits not weighing the risks, ask these "malignant cancer victims"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_doping_cases_in_athleticsTransporting is not a big headache, this is just showing your misinformation and wives tales second hand knowledge. I have to ask how you think this medication gets sent around the entire world... Do they hand carry it? I'm incredibly interested on how you think that works. It is safe to travel with, and not only that, plane transportation and courier by plane is fine. The recombinant isn't mixed so it doesn't "lose power". It doesn't even start to "gain power to lose" until you mix it.
I'm not sure what you mean by I did my own LL. Like I turned my apparatus myself? Because yes I did. You can read it in my diary.