Hello, i've been lurking for some time and finally decided to make a post.
My proportions are as follows:
height: 1.81 cm
inseam: 84.5 cm
Wingspan: 1.80 cm
sitting height: 95 cm
I was thinking about doing the surgery to get 4 cm on femurs, putting me at 1.85, but am afraid i already have short arms proportionally.
Here is an image of me so you guys can undertand better:
https://imgur.com/eBjdJ50To those confused about what am i doing here, i used to be the tall kid most of my life, untill at sixteen, while going through depression due to acne medication. I got made fun off by three different people i admired a lot for me being unfit. That got me into a weight neurosis that made me almost stop eating and start running everyday.
The result was i lost 23kg in one year. Only stopped when people started making jokes that i looked like i had aids.
I also stopped growing. By 18 I had fallen into the average range, and my cousin (who used to be 2 or 3 cm shorter than me) was now 185 (4 cm taller than me). For a long time that didn't bother me, cause i had not connected the dots. I had finnished my acne treatment and was rid of my depression, so i focused on re-learning how to socialise (for almost two years i hadn't gone to any party or to the house of any friend) and starting to have a life again.
It worked, i learned how to live and to love life as i never had before. Untill some time ago when i realised i had probably stunted my growth. It's not that i'm sad now, but i can't shake it out of my head that i cheated myself of some quality of life.
I also would like to point out that i
DO go to the therapist, i
DO meditate (daily), and try my best to deal with mind issues. But i still feel i would be really happy at 1.85.