Hey, maybe you were just trying to emphasize a point. But I will tell you right now that life will be AMAZING once you finish your LL journey and reach your height goal.
Maybe guys who are already 5'8 doesn't feel the true value of their height... because they are so used to receiving the better treatment from their height. But for guys like us who were struggling at 5'5 and 5'6, suddenly coming back home and being 3 inches taller is a drastic paradigm shift.
Regarding the 5'8 chic, it's still a work-in-progress... as you know, good girls are tough to crack.
Just now I met another really hot one at the coffee shop. I think I would marry her if I had met her before LL. It was tough. She was with another girl and they were constantly chatting. I was able to insert some lame comments, broke the ice with some lame comments again, and got her contact. But the irony is I did all of this sitting down, and my sitting height is similar to her at 90cm. So I don't know if my height has helped me at all in these last few days.... and when I got her number, two tables down below, a 6'2 dude was staring at me with jealously.
5'9 is not short anymore but I still carry the short-guy mentality with me. For example, when someone walked beside me, I would droop down just to make myself feel shorter. So I can feel more comfortable... lol
But I can tell you.. the paradigm shift for us will be amazing. So no need to imagine dying.
Hey Smallguy,
Thanks for your valuable input man. Frankly, my words had got nothing to do with height. They reflect my philosophy and the way I look at the world. LL is a minor choice I made to better suit the needs of the material world, but I also feel connected to the metaphysical. I have a somewhat Eastern viewpoint on death, I see it as a friend, and a path to a higher consciousness, therefore, I do not fear it, and I look forward to it. I know that perhaps very few people have a mindset as such, but it comes after losing a loved one. You want to meet that person again, in better circumstances, in a better world. If it's wishful thinking, then so be it. I can bear all the pain this world and life has to offer. Maybe you thought I was in depression - on the contrary, I could be the last person to fall into it. This is why, I have stated many, many times that LL wasn't difficult. I've seen and been through worse.
Speaking of Kiev, when Istanbul similarly turned into a warzone in May-June 2013 due to anti-government protests, I had just returned from the United States back home. My friends at the US urged me not to go back as it wouldn't be safe, but I couldn't leave my loved ones there just like that. So I went into a US Army store and bought all the military gas masks I could find and headed back home. The street I used to walk in many times was shattered with stones and bricks all around, fire burning at a corner, a public bus with broken glasses parked in the middle of the road, abandoned, and an upside-down police car. I've been sprayed pepper gas at along with thousands of others. There I knew deep down that I enjoyed chaos like nothing else. I hadn't lost my honor like many others and I wouldn't care if I died during the barricade days. Unfortunately, some young people and police officers did. It's all over now, but its effects still remain. We failed to overthrow the government, but that wasn't our aim. We defended our honor.
So, at the end, 5'5, 5'8, or 6-foot, I'll still be looking forward to death, and hope that it will treat me as its equal - meanwhile enjoying and trying to understand the meaning of the life we have been given. You're right about the paradigm shift. I can feel it already. It's a joy that comes with confidence and a sense of relief of finally completing a duty that had waited aside for years. I too will always carry the short guy mentality with me, confronting every obstacle with compassion, integrity and perseverance, knowing that nothing is given but earned.